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There is something very reassuring about warm smells of things and people you love. A gentle scent floats from my collar to my face and I smile as I write…

I woke this morning is a most usual and strange way. Interesting and startling dreams pressed me closer to the man who was both next to and inside me.

What left me wondering the most was how a simple dream left me longing and curious. There was only a moment’s hesitation when I realized everything was right. I felt both loved and wanted, wanting and reaching, kissing and tasting unknown flavours.

As he roused next me I held him tighter and wished to bring him into the daring events that my imagination was creating.
but
I let go of one and then the other and was left wandering, on my own- together, very aware and amorous. I have been pondering it every waking moment since.

Hmmm.

…spaghetti sauce, james, sweet-peas, soap, beni’s belly-button (just kidding! but I can see it now)